have just recently decided that i'm attending a community college to get basics done and meanwhile, figure out what i want to do
anyways. u_u my mom wants me to do this summer volunteer program and dhfdsfdshjf i am just Not Feeling It. i'm a junior in high school and haven't volunteered once just because my general way of thinking is: "if the volunteer work doesn't involve something i'm passionate about, it'll just be a waste of time."
i feel bad for not trying as hard as my peers, but i think it's better that i don't try to force myself to fit in? i'm not really interested in getting into a high-end uni just to spend the rest of my life paying student debt and then finding out the years i spent to get a degree wasted because the job i thought i had wanted is actually not what i want at all!!??!
i just want to do what's right for me.. u_u
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hmm being close to someone is so weird u_u
not close in like.. oh we tell each other everything and we know everything about each other ! but like, living together kinda close?
like if something bad happens, it's going to affect me too. if you're happy, that makes me happy. everything you do means so much to me. when you have to establish boundaries so both of you are comfortable and equally happy. when you want to know everything about the other person and continuously work towards becoming closer to them. when you want them to think of you as their home, their safe space...
something i've recently gotten into using is last.fm. it's really cool!?!? and no one really seems to talk about it?!?!? like...
it basically tracks everything you've listened to and stores it for you to look back years later
you can see who else has similar music taste. it honestly really helps when you're into a band that isn't well known bc like!? you feel less alone in liking them..
it gives you recommendations!! and also has a "blast from the past" section where it'll show u artists that you used to listen to a lot, but not anymore
it shows a lot of cool stats like what's popular in different countries, how mainstream your music is, what songs are being played the most rn, just cool stuff like that !!
just.. idk. the thought of being able to see all the music you've listened to for just. Forever is so appealing to me.... i wish i knew about this earlier!